lovable You.

Don't you know?
Yes you don't know
cause i never tell
how loveable you are

oh you're so easy to love
with that childish laugh on your face
and the way you turns red so funny
you're so easy to love

you smile sincerely
warming even the coldest night
and the way you look
further into a world no one can reach

and you're thoughts
not always nice but there's a gentleman
beneath that hoodie and headset you love
makes a perfect soulmate that everybody wants

so here i am
expect nothing in returns
tellin you how loveable you are

Desperate Notes

This life may feel so lonely sometimes
When you are standing on the brink of emptiness
No one beside you, all alone by yourself
So lonely, so empty, so cold, so painful…

So sad you see your helpless face in the mirror
Too bad you wished that the mirror is lying to you
Looking through the glass you can see your miserable life
Reflected by your broken desperate smile

Through your hollow eyes
you see yourself dying
Rotten
Consumes you like a cancer

Watch youself falling into pieces
Until you finally see nothing…
hear nothing…
breathe nothing…
feel nothing…

Cause you’re dissapearing
you’re turning into ashes
and then flown away by the wind
forgotten finally

just nothing in the end

the girl who's taking picture of herself

i’m a girl who’s falling in love
and i’m taking picture of myself
cause i’m the prettiest women on the earth
that’s what he made me feel like

oh mirror mirror on the wall
what i see is beauty of me
sparkling and dazzling
like a sunshine on a clear summer day

oh boy
you’re killing me sweetly
with your love insanely

and now i’m taking picture of myself
cause i’m the prettiest women on the earth!

my oh my

my oh my
look at the sky
the wings of love took me fly

my oh my
i’m falling down
i’m sinking slowly till i drowned

My oh my
this love is killing me
marry me, bury me
all i wanted is you

my oh my
how could you do it?
you make my world upside down
you brought me to the seventh heaven
next i found myself drowning
in the deepest depth of the ocean

my oh my
this thing–what you called it?
oh yes,
crazy little thing called love
in his arms i belong.

lover

another day has passed
another lover has gone
oh-so-close
here you go come around!

from my eyes you’re starshine
fill the dark sky like a million diamond
from my tongue you’re sweetie
as sweet as a candy
from my ears you’re music
but the good notes only

from my skin you’re blanket
keeping me warm when the nights are cold

from my lips you’re a song
a song that sang by the angels in heaven

from my heart you’re lover
the one that i keep forever!

LIES

Let someone knows not the truth
Insecure feelings inside
Even though you tried,
Still hard not to LIE

why would you do that?
LIE is always an option?

do not LIE to me
i will not LIE to you

do not LIE to yourself
as i do to mine

these aren't LIE
as you did to me.

i don't know if you're lying.
i hate to think that you do.

something

Give me something to write in
cause words are filling my mind
words that need to be spoken

give me a word
i’ll make a line
and another line
then i make a poem for you

cause you give me something
that no words could ever describe
came from the feeling unshown
came from the mind unspoken

but i know words are never enough
to show how much i love you

Happy Thoughts

When storm is raging outside

When the sun refuse to shine

I know that

You are my happy thoughts




When darkness come

And night was alive with strange

And horrible things

Which no man had ever seen

I know that

You are my happy thoughts


If the anatomy and physiology

Twisting my mind

And I need a break for a while

I realize…

Only you are my happy thoughts!

Last Knight Flight

It is Saturday night
and everybody dress so fine
why do i feel not so right?
Loving a heart that's not mine

The cities full of light
It kills the stars oh so bright
But what I feel is some fright
Scared how I let you out of my sight

There's something going on in my brain
something that bothering my mind
i think you've crossed the line
i can't bear anymore pain

How I wish I could fly
to a place so very far away
to end the tears in my eyes
Hurting because of your lies

You know it’s my heart that you slay
Stick it with a knife like a prey
hope you a better life, I pray
for I don’t have the strength to stay

It is now Saturday night
and nobody is having fight
I shall take the last flight
for the last time let me be your knight

Walk Away

Everything’s falling apart
And I don’t care
I don’t wanna care
Soon we’ll be separate
I think that’s all is fair

You and I
We don’t belong together

We’re standing on the edge
And we’re going
Separate way
The only thing we agree
Is this goodbye

You and I
We don’t understand each other

Stop hurting myself, yourself
Let’s find happiness somewhere else
then i walk away.

A Failed Lunch

What a good day
Everybody loves to go outside
But i'm not everybody
Since you've been gone i'm nobody
But i still take a walk anyway
Tracking your shadow in the light
Hoping find you in the end of the road
or just filling this gap you leave behind

To the place we first met, the cafe
Ordering our fave, choco latte
Sitting in our special spot
Seeing people walking by
Warm breeze, smells nice
This place is perfect as always
but why do i feel so lonely?

The delicious meal, i used to eat
Somehow now i feel tasteless?
The drink i used to have
Cannot kill the thirst i feel

For here i am sitting here alone
Without you by myside
Can't running my hand thru your hair
It used to slips so gently
But now they feel nothing
nothing but thin air

No more eyes i'd love to see
For she's now out of my sight
No more hands to hold
Those tiny fingers between mine
For she's now out of my reach

Oh today is such a good day
But why do i feel so empty inside?

This lunch is failed
She won, not easy to forget
She stays, in my heart she always will
Tried so hard to kill
It just makes me miss you more

This lunch is failed
My heart is still hungry for your love.

@Solaria M-TOS -in a very beautiful day by myselF!-

Love Mess

Are we on the right altitude?
Cause you make me confuse by your attitude
are we on the same heart frequency?
If so why am i misread on you?

Cause you give your smile to me and to everybody else
cause you give your heart to me and to everybody else
tell me how can i believe where your love is?
Oh how can i live this love mess

you got me hypnotized
you got me mesmerized
you put a spell on me
and now i can't let go